Sunday, April 20, 2008

Trying to decide..

Everyone keeps asking me if I know what I am having yet. I won't be far enough along for an ultrasound until my next appt, on the 1st of May. Hubby says he doesn't care if we find out or not, that it's up to me. I would like to know, just in case its a girl, so I can prepare a little bit since everything I have clothes wise is boy stuff.. but I am really not sure I want to know, if that makes any sense. Also, if its another boy, I have to get serious about finding a name for him. We used the only one we both agreed on with Brenan, so I have no ideas for another boy name. We have tossed a few around, but not really anything we both love. Brenan still insists he is naming the baby Knight, and I would be ok with using that as the middle name if we could come up with something for the first name that sounded ok with it. I asked Brenan if he would love it just as much if it was a baby sister, and he said no. Of course, I know he would, he has always loved all babies, but is especially fond of girls. He will love it no matter what, but I wonder if it would be better if he knew ahead of time, even though he is only 2 and really wouldn't know much of a difference. So, I am in limbo. I want to know, but at the same time I am not sure I REALLY want to know. I guess I have a couple weeks to try to figure it out... so when I schedule my ultrasound, I will know what to tell them when they ask if I want to know or not... what a decision...

1 comment:

Wonderland Girl said...

We thought it was more fun not to find out but I did drive myself crazy for 9 months about it!